i am going to take a test in 3 hours time....stress...

by the way, i'm diseased. my sweaty palms is costing me my life. apparently, my phone was damaged because the connector was in contact with the liquid...and i had never dropped my phone into any basin, nor was it soaked in the rain. so my guess is my palms. it's damn irritating. spoilt the last phone like that too....

and i'm clautrophobic, i hate crowds now. and i have a explanation for it. my school is so damn bloody big, that i am very used to having a large personal space. and therefore i hate orchard roads. squeezing in a lift is still ok for me, coz i do that all the time and that it is only for a short while. anyway, just suffering from a mild case of phobia, since i only hate moving crowds.

end of distress ...

i get into trouble on mrt all the time. got stuck between the mrt doors on friday morning because i was too sleepy. got on the wrong direction of the escalator because i was too distracted, too sad.

a rather down week for me. went to see pam off and she had been such a dearie. still remember to ask me to take care during church when she is not around. yes, i will take care of myself..and you should too!

and then i skipped church to see yihan off. played so much yesterday till i don have the time to get him a prezie...and i got a nice personalised t-shirt from him. ya, i'm such a horrible person. i was even late this morning...anyway, yihan, if u are reading this, THANKS for the t-shirt, i really loved it. =)

pple...can u guys stop going away? i cant stand it already...cried my entire sunday afternoon away. i feel like singing kbox...

haven been here for long...
i'm finally sick...but still not sick enough to take mc. sighz

anyway, i watched charlie and the chocolate factory just now. it was great!!! so colourful and fascinating.i din think that it was lame and horrible though. i guess i'm still quite a child at heart. and i like the songs!!! they are so sarcastic. it's not that i am a sadist, just that those brats really deserve it. wad else do i like? i like willy wonka's acting. he is damn pro man..good acting, he seems really weird..hahaha...and yes, i love the grandma too! lol...she's so blur that i still wanna laugh. " i think there is somebody at the door!"

but of course i'm not saying that this is the perfect movie i had ever watched...there were still some parts that needed more emphasis...the search for the golden ticket was well-depicted and captivating in the book, but in the movie, i think it was kinda brushed through...and i think the ending was very messy...it should have been more organised...

after the movie, we went to swensons. the sticky chewy chocolate compliments the movie....the melted chocolate looked like the chocolate river. wa...yum...i'm in love with chocolates.

i intend to fall sick tmr. anyone who has germs/virus/bacteria/streptococcus/thermophillus....please pass it to me.

by the way, wad is the strain of bacteria for the bt corn? i knew i loved the name other than erwinia.

i really don wish to talk about school life over my blog right now. in fact i am doing my assignment in school right now. thanks jerold for giving me the website, so i can complete this assignment with relative breeze. =)

i wanna think about the happy days.

last sunday was tremendously fun. had an og outing with a major turnout, managed to catch up with everyone again before everyone flies off. well, the saddest thing is that i was the onli one who had started school of the lot...haha, sighz...i think by now, everyone in singapore should have started school already.

yap, that day was a day of unleashing my inner desires. haha, they helped me messaged one of my crushes. and i've learnt better what it means by flirting and what does flirting back means. but i think it was rather terrible of me to be sort of like cheating him since i wasnt the one messaging him... anyway, it was just a night of racing-heart.

anyway, wad really made me happy that day was not that my crush replied "my" message, but that our og is still strongly bonded together. i felt abit sad after that outing coz alot of us are going to fly off...at least 4 are going overseas. i saw edwin on the newspaper last night and i felt really proud that my ogmate is so zai. hehe, well done boy...

oh ya, another happy thing that happened was that my tutee did well for history for her mid year.
tutee:" i got back my history results"
me:"so how did you do?"
tutee:"i needed one more mark..."
me:" to pass? huh.."
tutee:"to get full marks"

can you imagine the shock that i got, coz my tutee bottomed the class for history last year...wa, i am damn proud of her. haha, if she does equally well for her other subjects, i'm not going to get sack!!! haha...

my friend and i was just talking about going back to rj and i suddenly wished that the school is back at buona vista instead of bishan.

now i see my starting point to anywhere else as boon lay instead of amk. no complains about that. just that it's damn far away from town. actually, it isnt so far away from the hip and action. i was at waiting at the jurong east mrt on national day's eve and i saw the stage set up the celebration.

anyway, ntu is a vibrant place!!!! why doesnt anyone else think so?

pardon me, that was just a sudden burst of frustration due to project work. my title is "how to make ntu a more vibrant place and change the public perception of the school". the topic is good, just that i hate projects.

i'm enjoying everything that i'm doing now, but i know i'm venturing into danger. i look forward and i dont see what lies ahead of me. i'm afraid of wasted efforts and i just want to pull out of this.

what's the odds? i'm just thankful for the people around me.

i'm back at home!!!!

oh man....missed home so much...missed my mum's food, missed my bed on rainy days, missed my lying on the sofa with the remote control in my hands. home is still the most comfortabe place on earth. i'm not sayiong that hostel is not good...it's just not as good.

anyway, i like my room now. i mean the one at home, coz i just got a new big cupboard. =) cool man, it's got 4 doors now, so i can put more clothes. hahaha, is it time to go shopping again? lol. i feel kinda broke lately. my books cost a bomb man. sianz right?

i think school has been really busy for me. i can spend more than 2 hours in the com room printing readings, and have no time to read them yet. supposed to read them asap, to be prepared for tutorials. and there are also other stuff like projects...i'm gonna have a lot of projects, received one already. will get more when i go for tut tmr...

sighz, i don like to study.....

somewhere at the start of this week, i was very thankful for the lecturers back in jc. back then, i had lectures that required me to figure out words that was mispronouced throughout the session on dodo-the-sensitive dog; i had lectures that pierced my eardrums, got my hair standing when i hear "naughty, naughty" and "i am HOT"(Happy Ordinary Teacher); there were also lectures thst hypnotised me with repeated wordings such as "in this case". there were many more that managed to hypnotised me, just that i don know who they are, but still wanna thank them for making me feel refesh after each lecture.

In a very familiar tone, i would like to say, Here, Here, where i don learn Simple Harmonic Motion anymore but more interesting stuff. i find myself understanding and withstanding the lectures.

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