this post is not going to fit the buzz off template...i'm too happy lately. having my neck stretched to the ceiling ever since my interview, lengthened further after yanxuan received hers, i finally got the letter. yes yes, finally, Finally, FINALLY!!!!

got my nus lettter too...buahaha....while all of you out there are still struggling with the med, law and wadever interview, i've got a place there...*evil laughter again*..haha, this sounds qian bian. pple who wanna slap me and do so on my tagboard...in any case, keep the faith and u'll receive your letter.

i've been really happy lately...going malaysia tmr and og outing on mon...cant seem to rest properly...counted my number of employers. i've got 7. 2 big companies and 5 parents...pple seem to be asking " where are u off to work today?" sounds sad..but i know i'm gonna be happy when it's the end of the month.

american idol's results sux again...i'm waiting for scott to go home...got a shock when constantine was booted.

not that i like him, in fact he is just after scott on my "get-out" list. so i'm actually quite happy....but have you been watching the channel 5 adverts? it says "voted for having the most sex appeal, watch constantine on 5 on american idol at..." *screen comes out indicating the showtimes*

ya, seems like those drooling over him have drowned...

today has the most "most" day. most embarrassed, most pissed off, most lost, most happy(happiest) day...

luckily the day ended off being happy. thanks gal!

seen the moon lately? it's beautiful.

life's been getting on really fine....clocked 23 working hours in 2 days, it's almost like spending my life there. seriously, i kinda hated blogging because of that job, i cant stand staring into the monitor for a second longer. but life's better over there, i'm invited for lunch all the time....hee hee...n people offer to buy dinner for me. =)

ya, but it's really irritating to see people losing their credit cards all the time. yesterday, i sweared that i'll definitely work on weekends coz the amount of workload accumulated till monday is just dreadful. moral of the stories, don lose ocbc credit cards....it's seriously not worth it....wasting taxpayer's money and wasting ocbc resources. ocbc has to pay me $9 bucks per hour of OT, $12 per hour for working on sunday and my taxi fare if i go home at 930. ya, actually i shouldnt be complaing...but don you think being responsible is just so important...being responsible means i can go home for home-cooked meals, watch my 730 shows, shop, visit the library(i haven read a book for ages)....

yes. i'm missing out on life.

i'm a bloody misfit of the society. i don know how to communicate at all. my colleague told me that he was so stressed up talking to me coz he thot he had to reply in english. i got a shock when he said that.

and i hate it when pple simply assume that i got straught As just because i came from rj. and don make me repeat the fact that i was the bottom 20% coz we work on the 32nd level. i really hate assumptions. i remembered someone asking me about s papers until i was so fed up that i wanted to slap him. but they are nice pple, tell me stuff like "you are still somewhere up there..."but i do know that deep down inside, they kinda stopped respecting you.

and i'm such a mountain turtle that i've got absolutely nothing to share with them. their lives seemed so exciting...i wonder if exciting is the right word....one came from a secret society, the other witness her friend going berserk, having violent tendencies, go around biting pple and sent to hospital coz her bf ditched her.....suddenly, i wanna thank god for giving such a blessed life.

i think i'm such a stupid loser. i'm going to shut up, go for lunch alone everyday and keep quiet all day.

which just reminds me. the onli thing i have to say all day is excuse me. the stupid office is so cramped that i have to be anaroxic to work through any space with having my collagues to move in their chairs. one thing to note, my table onli have enough space for me to put the monitor and the keyboard. which means i have to hold all papers on my hand or place them on my lap. it's not even safe to put them on the floor coz some chair out there will roll over it. and i have no space to put my legs(yes, they are so short and i have no space for them!!! just imagine.)i have a box of documents(those stuff is of no direct and indrect relations to my work) and a tower under my table.

and by the way. i have to work ot on the second day of my work. stayed till 8 today..and there is more to come this week, coz i took 2 half days off this week..life is crap...but at least i'm getting paid, so i'm not too grumpy about it...but tonight was scary. i had to take the lift alone, freaked out to see the main gate locked. so i took the life alone again, and sought help from my colleagues who showed me the secret passage...

i think i'm definitely going crazy. buzz off.

i just wanna take a small poll here, who still watches american idol?

i do. and i think the results tonight sux. why is that guy still around? ya, i mean scott

by the way, i think i'm going to stop watching that show...now that nadia is gone and jessica was gone long long ago...onli vonzell is worth watching for.

i have sth against guys having long hair. the 2 guys up there have hair longer than mine and is forever unkempt. i would strongly suggest that they tie it up, otherwise rebond. i think they both have good vocals, so don let the hair distract your audience.

CROSSERS!!!! you know something? i am so proud of you guys. coming top for both divisions for the second year. this is so cool man! i'm so proud of the coach too...go go mr quek!

so yes, girls came in 1st, 5th, 6th, 7th and blah blah...all top 20 if i'm not wrong. and guys came in 1st, 3rd, 5th, 7th! yeah, they wanna buy 4d with these numbers. lol!

and there was something else that i was really proud of. the cross country board made a mistake and counted the scores wrongly, so the guys team ended up 3rd. when hodge said, don do anything, the guys just accepted the things as it was and collected the prize. they din make a fuss, did not complain nor swear before and after the prize presentation. and they even gave 3 cheers to ac after the whole prize presentation. i'm really proud of the fact that they know how to behave in public, and not make a nuisance. impressed with the composure even though they were utterly disappointed.

and i was so glad to have seen the j3s! huien, manda, naijun, wanlin, alicia...i don supposed we will see each other again for ages...=(

sometimes, i really wish i could turn back the clock and trained harder so that i could represent my school and win glory in the name of raffles. the last time i took part in national cross country was in sec 2, and i cried after the race coz we din win...now i think back of it..i was glad to have taken part and done my best.

i've decided to wake up early to run. running is still the best sport.

wow!!

i'm so elated. just received a letter from ntu, and it told me to go for writing test and interview. my heart was thumping damn fast as i was opening the letter. letters of rejection has been delivered to my house more than often...so yeah...i've got a week to start preparing. =)

malay class marks an end today. surprisingly, there were so little pple today, even the zai gia of the class was not there...i really wonder how much i have learnt, coz i dont think i can converse properly in malay. i've decided to do a grand revision. and after that, i better start thinking of wad i'm going to learn next. i feel like learning another lang, most likely jap, maybe korean, or maybe sign language! i also want to take up a new sport, say tennis? oh ya, i think i better learn swimming first...and i think yoga would be fun...haha, getting more ideas as i typed. but will see how my schedule will go like after i start work. ocbc delayed my contract...so i'll shall wait till then.

meanwhile, run fast, run well. go crossers!!! do us proud. =)

i finally had the courtesy and courage to go back to rj and see all my teachers. managed to catch all of them and had a short conversation each....but everyone seems so busy, rushing in and out of staff room, busy with marking and spa. well, luckily we had a long chat with chee keong...who still proves to be full of rubbish and ego.

ck: so are you looking for boyfriend?
me: not yet, waiting for U.
ck: don wait for me, no chance one. (gave "i'm-a-married-man look")
*stares*
me: i'm talking abt U-NI-VER-SITY

lol. this is the funniest miscommunication i ever had.

wad a coincidence.

i have a new colleague at the petrol station, who is also another triple science girl from hc, (yep, suddenly, this group of pple are omnipresent) and she just reminds me of another yanxuan. liu xi(my new colleague) and yanxuan were from s79, ( are girls from 79 destined to be my colleagues?, haha, they are so lucky), they were both from rgs, and they were both from yixin's cca. to make the world even smaller, my primary school classmate was from s79 too.

so basically, me and liu xi had so much to talk abt and yet, for 4 years, we never met each other in rgs.

and yes, during my short time span at orchard today with christelle, we met 5 pple, it was meeting a friend every 50 metres.

this is such a small world