i'm filled with joy now. through my subtle hints and obvious stares, i finally got my point across without spelling anything out loud. yes! peace and joy will follow wherever i go.

i know i'm going blind with the damn photocopier and i know i'm going deaf too. going up and down 40 levels is so pressurizing for my ears. i still feel the pressure on my drums...

i'm dead beat man...but at least there's malay class to tonight!!! finally got to see christelle again! thanks for the mug girl! i love it! =D actually, i think i'm starting to dislike malay class now...the class is so fast, and i never revise my work, so i end up feeling lost all the time...i really hope i can end the ocbc job soon...i have so much to catch up on....

claps...finally done with all the crap and hassle with the applications. shall think no more about wad i want to do in the future till the results come out. i'm a free girl now! and yes, i cant wait for thursday to come man, my last day of work. i want to get myself out of this deep shit. there is alot to kaobei about wad i do now....sitting on a stool(really, a stool, with no backing) in the pantry, with pple coming in and out to get drinks, hearing the "chi-ga-chi-ga"from the photocopier, which reminds me of the trains that passes rjc and seeing the blinding lights from it. my eyes are popping out!

i missed everything about my old office....esp the personal phoneline. i think my mum will regret making me repair my phone at the end of the month. i calculated, i have sent over 60 messages, and talked for more than 30 min in 2 days time. that is one-sixth of wad i'm have for sms and one-third for talk-time, for 30 days..but then again, i haven been using my phone for 2 weeks...hoped it'll all be covered....

thanks huileng for the careful thots. i seriously appreciated it damn alot now. kh and wy should know wad i'm talking abt....THE LAVENDER IS STINKING UP MY WHOLE ROOM! yeah, so luckily i had the room mist....ocean smells so nice...but there's still this part of my room where the 2 smells merged, i've labelled it the forbidden land.

well of course, i'm not blaming you guys. i love the present! it was nice on my feet....but definitely not my nose..but thank god, i had the room mist to counter it. and i'm really happy that you guys visited me today, brightened up my day alot....esp when the orange shirt guy was around. *grinz

perfect relaxation now...hot sox at feet and ocean mist at nose. =)

i think this weekend has been great...spent my good friday at a beautiful church...still cant take my eyes off that banner that says"blessed to bless"...and i'm beginning to love the stained glass too...

also spent this beautiful at sakae. thanks girls! and i love the present man! haha. now my room smells damn nice. hee =D thanks again..

yep...and i'm so happy that my friend finally finally came back from japan...oh man...i was so inspired by her to go travelling...i just want to chill out somewhere outside singapore...and i love the earrings she gave me...cool girl..

reading back, this is a really crappy post....visit another blog pls...links are on the right..

the malay girl sitting beside me will always remember me as the "di-da girl" for i always play zai zai's songs in the office.( i think the song had irritated her). for a moment, i was so proud of the fact that i had marketed his songs to the malay community, because of all the f4 songs, she onli remembered this.

i'm going to miss my desk alot, esp the windows media player downloaded with jerry yan, ken zhu, zai zai, jay chou and yanzi's album.i will miss the lunch times when we all dao bao back the food, spread newspaper on our desks and gossip along as we eat. i will miss falling sick with my colleagues and still eating potato chips. i will always remember the codes we invented. "LT" means "Liao Tian" and "WTF" means " we too friendly"....(i loved the latter)

a song that i'll be remembered for...."记得我爱你"...how appropriate...

Di Da Di Da 爱的时计
Di Da Di Da 再回不去
Di Da Di Da 时间的 断句
一寸一寸 慢慢苏醒
一遍一遍 你的耳语
一点一滴 像小雨 吻不停
Di Da Di Da 更远离你
一呼一吸 只有响应
好想再抱紧 再贴近 你心

听 Di Da Di Da想你的声音 回荡未来过去
孤单好立体我撞不出去 无边际
Di Da Di Da 寂寞的声音
你 在哪里
会不会想起 记得我爱你

Di Da Di Da 想你的声音 像心跳的频率
孤单随身听 我无法按停 好无力听
Di Da Di Da 寂寞的声音
你 在哪里
会不会想起 记得我爱你

Di Da Di Da爱的时计
Di Da Di Da 再回不去
Di Da Di Da 记得我爱你

boo....i've been bullied at work today, did so many things because everyone else is on leave. and i cannot stand the guy beside me, gave me all his work while he is away at the pantry. HUH? so i purposely cough and sneeze when i walked past him...hinting"is this how u treat a sick colleague?" bahh...i got more work after that...

but i at least i have my jerry yan's songs with me...this is really nice.

去年底东京铁塔的彩虹 5月的巴黎香榭大道的微风
当时的你 说要记住这一分钟
生日的星期一 看我送你11朵玫瑰花
当时的我 说我爱你那一秒钟

(Rap) 时间倒带一下让我看到你 回忆的镜头一秒一秒跑回过去
Baby你的笑容让我的心开始飞行

和你一起看流星 想抱你在情人节的夜里
一起感动 骑着机车去兜风
弹着圣诞送我的吉他 你说祝我成为音乐家
你最伟大 能看透我做的梦

谢谢爱情 把我和你慢慢连结在一起
所有发生的事情 在照相簿一页一页快乐的你我
天天爱你 全世界没有别人能代替
认识你多久了 还是很爱你

爱在记忆的拼图里
另一个城市里我正在想念你
Oh 用你写日记 每一个字都有意义
我们的记忆拼图一片一片多开心
爱就是两个人的连续剧
请你要相信我 那一天我说的爱你我会用心的去证明

(Rap) 我们约好要一起环游世界
把一张张的相片作成拼图 编上号码
收集在行李箱里
你看 一个城市有一种风景
它们像是探险也像是两个人的旅行
我一定要你知道 你是我的能量和空气
快乐人生的必需品 没有你我的DV就要关机
彩色的夏威夷 东京的拉面 巴黎路边的咖啡厅 加上巴里岛的星星
它们永远都在我的眼睛
爱你的方式是一天加一天用爱写日记
用心剪接我们在一起的快乐点滴
每一片画面都美丽没有人可以代替
Baby你是唯一

(Rap) 爱你的方式是一天加一天用爱写日记
用心剪接我们在一起的快乐点滴
每一片画面都美丽没有人可以代替
Baby你是唯一

(Rap) 3月21/7月7日/9月17 每个日子都有我们俩个人的签名
想你等你吻你爱你
时间是导演 它一直没停拍摄我们的电影
每一个场景都是一个未来的秘密 等着我们的对白和剧情
每一天的约会都是一片拼图
Now让我们来算一算 1,2,3,4,5,6,7
数到今天的号码 是几千几百几十几
我要把它们排整齐 因为我知道 少一片都不可以 不可以
1,2,3,4,5,6,7 数到今天的号码 是几千几百几十几
我要把它们排整齐 因为我知道 少一片都不可以

yo hoo!!!

yeah, birthday gal blogging abt my wonderful day man! went out with my jars to sing kbox(with my soar throat), so i sound very very sexy now. call me within a day or 2 to hear my wonderful voice! and kbox was very nice to us, we overshot by 1.5 hours and they never chase us out. next time must go cine 8th level again. then we went to meet mandie....sorry gal....couldnt join u for dinner....then i bought my ice cream cake and went for dinner at kfc...

hey, time to count my blessings again....thanks to all those that remembered my birthday and sent me messages. =D...hmm, wad else...staring at this wired thing that spells my name from mandie...it's supposed to be some sort of stand, tell me wad i can do with it k? coz it's quite unstable. i also got a book from silvanus and jerold. thanks! i'll read sometime soon when i am out of job in april. got a e-card from yanghan also, loved the way you signed off. thanks galfren!

just celebrated with my family awhile ago. had mango ice cream cake. yum...but i couldnt taste the mango at all becoz of my blocked nose. anyway, this birthday is very special because the chinese calendar and the english calender matched. thanks to all those who spent it with me! =D

i almost forgot....happy birthday to everyone who has the same birthday as me! (yeah, esp HIM)

ooh...

i love my colleagues man!!! they remembered my birthday and gave me a tiny celebration in the office. got a chocolate chipped top with cheese and brownie layers....yum...

they are really damn sweet pple. i got a big cup, coz i've been complainig that my cup is too small, and there is a cap, so i can keep the drink warm in the freezing office. i also got a handphone couch, so my handphone can stand and i'm ready to take up all calls...(have been waiting fervently for the tuition agency to call me, i have been jumping at all calls lately)
and i've got a real nice bookmark with a dove and a cross on it...

hee, thanks gals!

i also got my first birthday hp message from shane. thank you!!! =D i really wondered if he remembered the wrong date. in case everyone reading this cannot remember when my birthday is, it's 2 days from now. joy!

my tv schedule of the day.
7.30-8.30 -> jie da huan xi
8.30-9.30 -> american idol
9 - 10 -> the 9 o'clock show.

yes, it's so happy to be watching my favorite shows. finally heard the guys sing on american idol, i can spend more time at home, wasting time on watching tv and i am never going to face crap like i did on the last post.

smiles.

I found my brother sleeping suspiciously at home when I woke up this morning. As an evil sister as I have always been, I reported this to my mum immediately, hoping that he will get a good round of scolding for oversleep.

My evil plan never worked. Today marks the THIRD day of school holidays.

This is so embarrassing.

Aniwae, I went for tuition today. Nearly died in anger, maybe laughter.

[do u know wad is a prime minister?]
[yes!(excitedly) zong tong]
[No!! prime minister is Zong Li and president is Zong Tong]
[ isn’t it the same? Zong li is the assistant of Zong tong.]
[ nono, Zong li has more authority than Zong tong. Do u know who is the president?]
(ponder for quite a while) [who?]
[S R Nathan]
[who is he?]
(fainted) [the president. You never knew him?] (seriously, is he still the president? I’m beginning to doubt my general knowledge)
[no, wad’s his name again?]
(I fainted again)[Never mind, I will tell you the important figures in Singapore politics. So you know that LKY is the senior prime minister (it was in the worksheet), have you heard of LHL? And his position?]
[yes, his son lor? (pointing to lky’s name on the worksheet)]
[umm, you are right, but he is also the prime minister now.]

ok to cut the long story short, I tested her later. And she calls the president Ah Xing. Nathan is too hard a name to remember.

Ps. This post is kept btw me n the readers. If any political figures or authoritative pple chance upon this, the child is innocent and that the tuition teacher had done a good job in educating her.

i was looking at the cruise photos and i really missed those days, so i got myself on a smaller one today, the kayak. same as the cruise, i had a buffet too, a buffet of sea water.

don try to capsize my boat, think everyone wanted to coz i am the lightest. yes, daniel tried many times and he got himself capsized instead. hahaha. i think the funniest one is jun ming, he capsized himself. lol! not that he was clumsy or wad, but the waves today were rough. i suddenly realised why watsunami kills, tasted a bit of strong waves today. when my boat was stuck at the rocks, waves knocking at me continuously, all of which were over my head. br was injured while trying to save me, i'm so touched and guilty...i really love my og, i feel that we really care for each other and will help each other when we were in need. in fact, almost everyone crashed into the rocks because we were all trying to save each other. i'm so glad that we are still so on and continue to go for og outing. i celebrated my first 19th birthday today, and received my first 19th birthday present. good taste. i'm actually wearing it now. =)

let's talk abt my first dunking experience, i was damn slow to realise that i was going to get dunk. how stupid.

we were all on shore looking at the big latheya words that br and I wrote. the next time i returned to earth was when qt said, " tou hai shi jiao"(means head or legs). then i realised that i was surrounded by all the guys. imagine being surrounded by daniel, junming, edward, qiantai, that was intimidating( all of them looked so muscular after tekong trainings). so i tried to run away, from yiuming's exit, but i was too slow. i was already carried by qt, walked towards the sea, and the next moment, i was dunked...

wad a happy day.

i've decided not to blog the moment i stepped into the internet cafe near my house..but i was just so tempted to after all the blogsurfing.

i feel weird. all the kids around me now are playing bloody computer games that will make me puke, and i'm right here blogging and surfing the nus website. i don even dare to go to the neopets site. i can imagine myself getting spit at by the 10 year olds here.

yeah, my com is down and still is down. my stupid monitor has decided to blast itself. i have to get a new one tonight. all the best to my computer shopping.

so yep, everyone. i'm seriously not ok with my results. don ask anything abt it, or why i was absent that day. PLEASE!!! i beg everyone, don mention anything abt A levels, unless u want a punch in your face.